Thoughts of ReMyD: November 2004

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Temporary Unavailability

11.55PM

Hey peps. Was away in the coasts the past few days for hols, thus explaining the temporary silence that cursed the blog in the past week. Just got back from dinner at West End, after dropping Kien, his bro and Goh off to the airport and watching National Treasure. Won't be blogging much for today cause I'm really really exhausted from the last week's outing. Once I get my sufficient rest and when those pics are ready, I'll reinsert life into this blog. Just a lil more patience peps. Cheers.


Thursday, November 18, 2004

World of Warcraft

5.43PM

Just came back from my third paper, IS Consulting. 9 questions for 100 marks. If those were short answer questions, I'll probably get full marks. But thats not always the case, and reality is, questions that ask for definition and provide full description on discussion. Therefore crapping mode is activated again. But this time crapping mode didn't get me far, because my answers were turning in circles. Ah I don't even know what I'm talking about now. Try to imagine how my paper would've been. Ok...there's another paper, FINAL paper tomorrow at 8.30AM and the only preparation I did was bout a week ago before all my exams started. Now I needa recap everything within 6-7 hours. Why? Because I needa sleep. Rest my computer for a while before installing stuff again. Don't wanna overheat my harddisk. Dowana be like NgaiYung liddat, the sudden threat of losing the laptop, fortunately..he recovered. So not much crap for today, just pictures of WoW screenshots I made during my day long indulgance yesterday.


Here's me lying down, resting and playing dead. Hey..I AM UNDEAD!


Here's the result of server lag, and me waiting to cast that frost spell onto the humanoid. Undead and Human don't mix!


Now here's a poor dead body that's hung up the tree. All so cruel undead, I love it.


This is one cursed undead. Those still bound by the Lich King's scourge. So I'll hafta kill it to free them off their sufferings.


Another poor soul. Hey this was taken outside the humanoid's outpost. They ARE KILLING THEIR OWN KIND! Wicked.


Now here's me scouting for humaniods to kill. Those down there are level ??. Meaning way above me. That place there is a Monastery, where they worship some human god in WoW. Gonna tear that place down when I come up to level. Some humans just out of that place, and because I'm in the PvP server, we, the Hordes are suppose to kill the Alliances. Therefore I told everyone that humans have invaded so come and wipe em out. It was awesome. Those opposing players went swearing.


Now this is a picture of me underwater, swimming. Look at those fishes over there. Feel like fishing and cooking something to eat. Even though everything tastes like ashe when I put it in my mouth, still its fun, learning how to cook and fish.

There it is. Btw, I'm on server 27, PvP server. I've another character on 18. Another PvP but haven played that yet. This open beta server is until 23rd of Nov, so don't have much time to play. Gonna buy it when its officially on sale. Thats it, I'm gonna hit the sack, Adios!

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Welcome Summer...

7.27pm

8 hours after my second paper today, BSA. The paper was not too bad, just didn't know wtf I was crapping about for question on class diagram and statechart. 15marks. Prolly get 5. Some questions were at my finger tip and yet I couldn't recall it. That's when I started my 'crappin mode' (its not like it was off, if u know what I mean). Didn't actually gave my all prior to the exam, this paper I mean. All because of the introduction of WOW. World Of Warcraft. Joe came over and copied everything single thing into my computer and thats when I installed World Of Warcraft and never took my eyes of it. Only occasionally, to write some notes, trying to actually STUDY when my guilt overcame me. That was yesterday, and my preparation for BSA was actually 'not armed, quarterly prepared'. Came the break of day only I dragged myself out of World Of Warcraft to concentrate on my studies, partly due to me taking it for granted because I know most of the stuff in BSA during my diploma/h.diploma days. Then it was time for me to sleep, because the paper was at 8.30AM, which is bad news. 4hours of sleep and 6hours of combined effort in studies and WOW, It was showdown. I thought the occasional switch into WOW during the break of dawn will eventually kill me, however that wasn't the case. Managed to stuff everything, will almost everything possible into my brain and off I went, half armed, 3quarterly prepared. It wasn't so bad, cause most of the stuff I manage to memorise, only some of em was lost in action somewhere within my brain. Overall, didn't screw up much. That was my 2nd paper. My first paper was actually better, both in terms of preparation and difficulty of the paper itself. Enterprise System. Although Ragnarok Australia came into action during that preparation, the temptation was not as strong as WOW. Still manage to prevent RO from taking over and concentration on ES. There was also credits for the lecturer, who gave us the 'all so accurate' tips for the exams. Equipped with those tips, a little motivation and determination, together with sprinkles of concentration, the effort for my preparation of ES paid off. The paper was actually quite, and I mean quite simple. Not the toughest I've had. Anyway now that 2 is gone, another 2 awaits. Thursday and Friday. Back to back. Thank God that IS Consulting on Thursday doesn't require that much of studies, but ITPM will definitely kill me. That whole subject really screwed up. Quite a number of my assignments this sem screwed up. Well all my incourse results was published prior to the commencement of my exams, therefore giving me a glimpse of some predicted results that awaits. ES got 36/50. 2nd assignment was not satisfactory. Followed everything in the requirements and yet the marks was bad. So getting 7 (which I initially predicted) would be getting full marks for the exams....OMG! yeah 7 = High Distinction, 85%. Its not like I wanna target 7 or what, but just simply calculating. Don't get me wrong. Put that aside and I have BSA. 40/50. Not that bad, assignments was all satisfactory. Expected results from the expected effort. Getting a 7 for that requires 45/50 from my exams. Sigh. Judging from today's performance? Nah... Now we move onto IS Consulting. The best incourse this semester. 60/75. We lost most of the marks in the workshop but still manage to pick some up from the assignments. Getting 7 for that? another full marks from my exams. WTF???? Apparently the lecturer said that students who already passed the incourse doesn't have to actually sit for te exams, and because of that he is gonna increase the grading scheme for this subject to actually encourage students to sit for the exams. WTF??????? Okay now to the worst subject, ITPM. Total incourse of 46/70. Damn bad. Getting 7? Out of the question, because it can only be achieved by getting 40/30 for the exams. Yes 40/30. Getting Distinction, 6, 75% would mean getting full marks. Oh...My...God. It seems the highest in our class got 58.8/70. hmmm 46/70 and 58.8/70...thats not that far...rite? BAH! Okay enough of my studies.

Hmmm its been so long since my last update. Yeah, studies....yes STUDIES have been clouding my mind, with the occasional gaming and some other mind relaxing activity going on. Went to Sunny Bank last sunday for buffet. Some of them wanted to swim, initially I was interested, and when I thought about my paper on tuesday (BSA incase you haf short term memory load) and I haven't actually started it. Most of them finished their exams last friday, Brian, Joe (not the Joe I mentioed above...another Joe) and even Sebas and NgaiYung completed almost 3/4 of their papers. ME? I just started mine. They even called for drinking at Sebas's place on friday, a sorta celebration for Brian, Joe (No no not the one above) and Shiho for completing their exams. All of us, celebrated for them. Can you believe that? However, that night showed some funny moments, Jason started to act weird after 3-4cups, Peter did some 'drunken fist' stunt with Sean, and to fall flat when Brian attempted for a 'carry-behind-the-back'. But there were only laughters. Compliments of the influence of alchohol. There were photos, but all in Shiho's computer. So update those later. Ok its damn hot now, my computer its heating up and I've to cool it with my fan, instead of me enjoying some breeze. Poor NgaiYung got his laptop hdd fried. Came back today and he said he's laptop something wrong, only to be certified while I was WOW'ing. After 2 full days of Need For Speed Underground 2, the hdd committed suicide. Hanz gave me this link. A Damn funny comedian called Russell Peters, indian fella. Great voice impersonation. Get a load of it. Oh and its a Real Player file, and you cant save it as it opens directly from the link. If u manage to figure a way to save it, would you let me know? I wanna keep a copy of that. Its really hilarious. I've not laugh like that since William Hung audition.
http://rack1.nethosters.com/~charles/russell/russell.ram

Thats it, I'm fried. I needa take a shower and then proceed to slumber. Slept for only 4 hours last nite to catch up for BSA. Came home today at 2 and WOW'ed my way till 2 hours ago when the internet connection became troublesome. It has been disconnecting the past few days due to some unknown reasons. I keep saying its a sign, a sign for us to study. LOL. See....the connection is down again. I've to wait until the connection is back up before posting this blog. I'm gonna bathe in the mean time.

Before I go off, I'll upload some pics of the WOW online game. Liked the environment, liked the gameplay and liked almost everything in it. RO can't be compared at all. There's an alliance of human, dwarfs, night elves and gnomes. Then there is the horde of orcs, undead, trolls and the big wolf guy (forgotten its name). There are 2 worlds. 1 is normal environment where players can just team up to complete quests and fight their way through the worlds, or PvP, where players are thrown into the world where Alliances vs the Horde. So if you are an undead, and you see an opposing human running infront of you, you smack the s*%t out of him. Vice versa. Too bad the open beta is only gonna last until 23rd of Nov. Because then the payment server will be out, and Joe (yes, he is the 1 mentioned on the top) said its gonna cost aud80+ for the whole set which includes 1 month subscription, and monthly top ups are 15US. I'll prolly go back to KL to buy it. But I wanna play it. Its the 'best of breed' online game in the market.

Here's why...


This pic shows me, an undead mage throwing the fireball spell against the mob (monsters). Damn cool graphics within a 3D environment.


Whats even cooler is when I die. I become a ghost and wander around until I find my corpse to be resurrected. Awesome.

Sigh the connection is not up yet. Looks like I'll hafta postpone this posting until tomorrow, or when I wake up :P

OMG HOT!!! HOOT!!!!!!

Monday, November 08, 2004

Finally Getting Things Right...

7.30AM

Finally getting some normal slumber nowadays. Been sleeping from 8-10pm till 4-6am the past few days and getting some studies in my head. Just completed ITPM yesterday. Gonna make another revision for it today before commencing on Enterprise Systems. I reckon three days berserking on that subject will be sufficient. Watched 2 movies the past 2 days. Both psychological dramas. Really confusing and makes you think throughout the movie on what the heck are you watching. First was Collateral and then The Manchurian Candidate. I prefer the latter.


Image courtesy of http://www.collateral-themovie.com

This movie is about a taxi driver Max (Jamie Foxx), being at the wrong place at the wrong time, a collateral when he was approached by Vincent (Tom Cruise), a contract killer. 5 stops of brutal murder and Max is being pushed to the limit where he finally decides confront Vincent. Really alot of conversation going within the entire 2hour show, and if you miss a part, or you are confused with a particular scene, you may end up snoring for the remainder of the movie. The camera movements of the movie was actually making my head dizzy and I had to move a few sits behind to calm my brain for the moment. Overall I think the story is good and complimented by some good acting. Makes me wonder about alot of things, like being at the wrong place at the wrong time, as I've always said 'Its fate'. Then its up to you to make the better of things, to improve on the situation where you will not be manipulated by the consequences of being a collateral. LOL this made me thought of NgaiYung's case where he was confronted by a chinese girl in Uni accusing him of stealing her phone. Although that may be an exaggeration of being a collateral, but yeah, probably he was at the wrong place at the wrong time. Haha. Go read it in his blog. Funny scenario.


Image courtesy of http://www.manchuriancandidatemovie.com/

Then it was The Manchurian Candidate. A remake of the 1969 (or some year) classic that featured Frank Sinatra. Its about Major Marco (Denzel Washington) having weird dreams of the incident that happened during his military service in Kuwait where they were ambushed and what he perceives as Sargant Shaw (Liev Schreiber), Sargant Raymond Shaw, Raymond Prestice Shaw (hahaha watch the movie and you'll know what's with the repetition of his name) single handedly eliminates the opposition and salvaging the entire unit from harm's way. Years later and Shaw runs for vice-presidency under the guidance of his overbearing mother, Senator Eleanor Shaw (Meryl Streep). Major Marco then conducts an investigation, a paranoid investigation as they called it and stumbles upon conspiracy involving illegal medical experimentation of the brain washing technique to make Shaw the President of the United States, as part of the political 'puppet leader' of an organization called Manchurian Global. The finale of the movie portrays how one can be connected to another individual through a special bond, a bond that even the brain washing technique couldn't erase. If there is a hero and villian of this movie, Denzel Washington will be the hero and Meryl Streep will be the villian. You can see in the movie to the extend the overbearing mother in controlling and protecting the son with drastic measures. Then you'll sit there thinking "Holy shit! Luckily my mum ain't like that!" Another intelligent triller with good performances by the cast. Another show that caught my brain cells ticking. Imagine how will far will technology takes us until the time comes. It is really horrifying to think of the usage of medical advancement in the future. Try to imagine you could actually change, erase and even create memories and the past of a human being, ultimately changing his/her character and personality to fit in a desirable manner. Of course, there are certain memories that some of you would like to erase, but it is those memories that gives you the experiences, the maturity of a growing mind. How I wish that I could change some memories of mine in the past, correcting mistakes of the results of stupidity, carelessness and foolishness, but it is those mistakes that makes you stronger and gives you strength, and it is those strength that makes you a better person! (Part of them copied from what Hinata said to Naruto :p) Ok back to brain washing technique. Most of the movies depicts the governments extend of authority, or even private organization, the power they would like to achieve. What do powerful men/women wants? More power. But when they finally achieve that power, they tend to misuse it. That is where things go wrong, goes horribly wrong. Of course that is not up to me to decide. And all those mentioned in the movies are entirely, well not entirely but partially fictional. BUT! there is a possibility of it happening. We just don't know when will it be happening and whether will it actually happen to us. Maybe to our grandsons/granddaughters and the generation beyond. Who knows? Who can predict the future? If there is somebody who can sees the future or even predict the future, who would want to know the future? Many people says that ignorance is bliss. Do you agree?

Whoa that is a whole bunch of crap. OMG I've actually watched movies during exam week. How great is that? But yeah, we actually need relaxation. We can't possibly study till yr brains juices go dry. You need to relax before you can continue further. That sheer determination that enables you to archieve the ever impossible. (WTF?) Anyway before actually watching The Manchurian Candidate, Hanz dropped an offline msg saying he will be going to watch Shall We Dance with the girls. I was like huh? What girls? As I know most of them will be studying and would they wanna watch? Then when I heard IT IS TRUE! Unexpected of course. Then Gerby said that Jane just woke up (3pm at that time) and she doesn't wanna watch already. Expected (NATO hahahaha). Then when I said I wanna watch The Manchurian Candidate, Gerby says she don't want to watch. Expected, cause she's not into that type of movies. NgaiYung says he wanna study. So ended up, Hanz and I. And Hanz made it sounded like a whole group of people. Hahahahaha.

WOOT! written so much already. Damnit, I'm hungry now. Just had crumplets and I'm still hungry. NgaiYung woke up already. I think I better prepare something else for breakfast. If not I won't be able to grasp ITPM into my database. That is after GB'ing of course.

Friday, November 05, 2004

Spagetti Carbonara and Cheese & Chives Dipping

4.25AM

*Note: 7 more days to EXAMS!!!*

Yes it is 4.25AM and I'm still awake. Intended to sleep almost 2 hours ago but my mind wandered and couldn't make my passage to dreamland. Got up and decided to get some ITPM information into my head instead. LOL Stupid ol' Hanz is in uni studying. Can't believe people actually camp in uni to study. How can that be compared to the comfort of studying at yr own home? But you'll have to take away all the temptations, such as TV, VCDs, Games, Computer, Bed, Kitchen, Fridge, Birds chipping outside your room, Disturbing housemates, the internet, bags of potato chips in the cupboard, por.....*AHEM* and stuff liddat. But how can that be compared to the boring ol' walls of the lab in the university?!?! Don't understand these ppl. Looks like Hanz learned his lesson since he's been complaining so much. Don't worry mate, your house is just 1 hour away from Uni, walking distance that is. Its not like you've not done it before, right? LOL. OMG now I'm wasting my time crapping and not studying. As usual.

Anyway made some spagetti just now as said in my previous post. This is actually a simple meal and there's nothing special about it. So keep the comments to yourself. *Sarcastic look* Ok. Here's the process.



First you prepare the ingredient for your spagetti. Its actually up to you. It can be ham, minced pork, sausages, mushrooms, onions, capsicum (green pepper), garlic, butter, kitchen utensils, cook bo...nah... the spagetti sauce, and stuff like that.


Then fry everything there is to fry. Ham, mushrooms, minced pork, sausages, onions, capsicum and beef if you haf em. Gerby don't eat beef, so...


Then Heat the pan up. You can either use oil or butter. In this case we used butter. Fry the garlic (its optional) and then...


Pour in the Sauce. Here the sauce. Leggo's Carbonara Pasta Sauce.


Then once you think its hot, add all the fried ingredient. Mix.


Add the boiled spagetti as well. Mix.


VoiLa!


Ready to be served...

How did it go? I actually think it's abit salty. Maybe all those ham and sausage and minced pork added to the saltiness. And there was too much onion. Gerby says the carbonara sauce ain't strong enough. Hmmm...


Here's the chef. ME!


The associate chef, Gerby...


And the 2nd Chef in command. NgaiYung. Erm..he's actually sleeping at that moment, so the a snap of the area outside his room will do. Can't really go in and snap his sleeping photo. He'll trash me out.

There. Hhahahaha stupid Hanz just made a funny statement of the discussion we had. Quote" 15 minutes gone (oh maybe they're busy).. 30 mins.. (cmon guys)... an hour (sob sob).... 3 hours... (try to cut himself)" Hhahahahaha. Good one Hanz. Hmm you sound so pitiful in Uni at the moment. Unable to surf 'things', nothing to see, can't concentrate, hungry and tired. And since I can't show you the webcam because of the stupid firewall in the uni's network, the pictures below are dedicated to you. This was something that I just had a couple of minutes ago.


This is the Cheese & Chives dipping by Coppercot Dip.


This is CCs's Tasty Cheese Chips.


Dip IT! Yum Yum.

Howzat?

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Interesting Facts

8.04PM

*Note this post may be a little bit sexually offensive and rather sensitive, but it's general knowledge for both Man and Woman. If you are really that innocent and does not wish to be exposed to such information...then its too bad. For those who are simply curious? Dig in...LOL*

Received alota comments on my wig earlier today. Really gave me a good laugh. Anyway just came back from China Town buying groceries. Another hot day. Bought ingredients to cook pasta tonight. Carbonara sauce, sausages, ham, spagetti, and a whole lot of sh..*AHEM* other stuff. Then webcam'ed with Jenn. Oh she's a lil bit chubby already (LOL Ah Fer...) She told me something funny. But then again. Its not really funny but the way she put it, was hilarious. She kept asking bout it so i decided to conduct a research on it. So here's the case. Her friend woke up one night and couldnt sleep again. She asked him what happened. He was embarrased at first but finally blurted out. Apparently he woke up with the sticky'ness feeling from his erm..manhood. He's excuse was Girls/Female/Women have their period every month. Guys/Boys/Male/Men on the other hand, who are not sexually active actually experiences uncontrolled ejaculation from their manhood during sleep. So does that happen? I told her it happens to Guys/Boys/Male/Men who reaches puberty and experience changes in hormones. Then she said he is actually 25. Okay. Maybe he doesn't go through the self-satisfaction process a.k.a. masturbation and is really sexually inactive. So I decided to search for information on this topic. Sexology. (Read the story at Jenn's blog)

First I typed Premature Ejaculation in the ever 'powderful' Google. A whole lot of information on premature ejaculation came up. For those who are really interested in this field can check this site out here! It tells you everything you need to know on correcting the premature ejaculation Guys/Boys/Male/Men experiences. Also includes enhancement for those who wishes to improve on their performance. For those who really have no idea what I'm talking about (erm..), go have a read at it here. It is an interesting site that adds humour into their advices. I'm not going to go into detail about that because that's not the main purpose. For those eager to know, read it yourself. Don't be shy, c'mon.

Then I decided to search for another keyword. Wet Dreams came into mind. VIOLA! Exactly the information I wanted. I actually thought wet dreams is just dreaming of something sexual during sleep. Then I realised its actually a term. Nocturnal Emissions. Here's the definition. "A 'wet dream' is the uncontrolled ejaculation of semen from the penis during sleep." What causes 'wet dream'? "Wet dreams are caused by sexual excitement from dreams, and or by physical stimulation like rubbing against blankets, the bed, or a full bladder. It is very normal!" (*laughs* stimulation from blankets? hahahahha) Okay 'wet dreams' actually happen to Guys/Boys/Male/Men who reaches puberty and experience changes in hormones. What is puberty? Puberty is the period of time when children begin to mature biologically, psychologically, socially and cognitively. Wanna know more information about it? Read it here! So what does 'wet dreams' actually mean? 'Wet Dreams' are a normal part of many changing things in the human body during puberty. Not all boys experience that but that is okay, it doesn't mean there is anything wrong with you. If do you experience it, it just means that your body is maturing sexually, a step towards adulthood. Wet dreams can be reduced by becoming more sexually active or by masturbation. I'll get to that later. However you may still experience 'wet dreams' after all those activities mentioned, that just means that you have a higher sexual requirements. Thats all.

Now on to masturbation. What is masturbation? Masturbation can be defined as self-stimulation to cause sexual sensations. The use of the word masturbation usually suggests that the person is manipulating his or her genitals to the point of intense pleasure or orgasm. What is orgasm? sigh...Orgasm is period of intense excitement in which genital muscles enter in to a series of highly-pleasurable contractions or movements. In Layman's term, its the 'High' feeling you achieve after sexual pleasure. Geez... Masturbation can actually involve another person, but most of us think of it as a private act. Most surveys suggest that approximately 94% of teenage males "admitted" that they masturbated and about 70% of teen females "admitted" to this also. Of course, the subject of masturbation was taboo years before the United States was created. All kinds of chastity belts and other devices were used to prevent masturbation, probably as far back in history as you can go. This will vary from culture to culture. There's even a teaching in masturbation. Yes. In the 1970's and 1980's, a woman named Betty Dodson, Ph.D., achieved much fame in her approach to masturbation. She actually held classes for women to teach them how to masturbate. She thought that in order for women to overcome certain degrees of repression that she believed were instilled by the church, women needed to learn how to "celebrate" their bodies. (OMG). Anyway there are actually masturbation myths, that actually prevents ppl from doing so. Here they are.

"Masturbation isn't "real sex" and only losers masturbate."
Just not true. According to some sexuality experts people who masturbate tend to function better sexually when with a partner since they know their own body and have fulfilled sexual expression.

If you masturbate you will go blind or bald or get acne or hair on your hands -- or lots of other anomalies. None of these have any basis in truth.

People in relationships or married don't masturbate.
Wrong again. (Many couples masturbate mutually).

"Masturbation will stunt your growth"
Nice try, but wrong again.

“If you masturbate you'll never be able to have children”
This is just not true, who started this myth? If that was true none of us would be on this planet.
(Information taken from http://www.coolnurse.com/masturbation.htm)

From the myths, there are also benefits from masturbation. Yes. It is exactly what I typed. Benefits.

Yes. Masturbation can help relieve stress and:
-Relieve menstrual cramps
-Help for insomnia (i.e. when a person is having trouble falling asleep) (Ring any bell?)
-Stimulate the immune system to help build up resistance to common infections.
-Release mood elevating hormones
-Reduce embarrassing spontaneous erections for teen males
-Reduce the number of unwanted wet dreams for young men
(Information taken from http://www.coolnurse.com/masturbation.htm)
There is actually a whole lot of information for both Girls/Female/Women and Guys/Boys/Male/Men. More on Male Orgasm and Female Orgasm can be found. There is a FAQ provided by this website for answers on masturbation. Other more private stuff for Girls/Female/Women? Go read about it yourself in their website. www.coolnurse.com!

References
- www.coolnurse.com
- www.4-men.org/prematureejaculationcorrection.html

There. Read all about it until your heart's content if you want more information. Or you could even get more results from Google. Sigh. I'm suppose to be studying and yet I'm looking for this kinda information. All Jenn's fault. Now everyone please, don't come up to me with all your sexual problems or anything like that, not that I'm an expert in this field. I'm just curious for information. Need help? Don't be shy or embarrased and consult a doctor. You could also search for information on the net. Its your 'thing' man.

Ok. I needa prepare dinner already. Its almost 9pm here. Adios.

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

Everything begins from here...

11.08PM

*Reminder: 9 Days to EXAMS*

Sigh. Stayed at home the past few days with the intention of studying. Not according to plans. Nothing stays according to plan. LOL. And my sleeping time is all screwed. Sleeping at 7-8am in the morning and waking up at 4-5 in the afternoon. Excellent. I serious have no idea why time passes so fast. Blink of an eye and the sun is up. OMG! Anyway watched Barcelona beat AC Milan just this morning. 2-1. Apparently live but it was a delayed live. Err ignore that. You know what I mean. Ronaldinho did the final say. Barcelona is gonna be so good this season. Then Arjen Robben won it for Chelsea. Arsenal drew again in CL. Their European form ain't that good, yet. Anyway downloaded all the required slides for my studies when I woke up. I though 'yes...I could finally study'...But it turned out? Gunbound until dinner. Watched Without A Trace. Blardy hell never showing the ending. Nobody knows what happened in the end. Talk about suspense. Then decided to post this blog showing ppl how did I dreadlock my hair. Or so it seems. LOL.


Here's me...


Here's the wig...


Here's the process of wearing it...


And Here's me and the wig...

Yes...I'm really bored that I created this entertainment for myself. Bla bla bla...Oh btw, Thank you to those who believed on the dreadlock, or even pretended to believe. Funny how I 'sinka'ed you all to believe. LOL. I bought the wig at the EKKA festival almost 3months ago. Its about time I put it to use...again. *YOU'VE BEEN PUNKED!* Well..not exactly...

It seems Jenn has something new to say also. Hmmm Mr Tang just did his first paper today.

Joe just registered Ragnarok Online Australia for me. Wonder when can I get to play it. That may be my route to the gold mountain. hahahaha. Anyway...There's alota stuff to be done now throughout the night. HK series, Manga, Gunbound, Oh..and not to forget Study. Geeezzz....

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

Wasted Monday

12.37AM

Another unproductive day. Wasted the whole day sleeping. Slept at about 2pm and woke up about 2 hours ago. Damn. I think I should get my ass studying already, else I'm screwed. Been searching for Fish Leong's song that features Guang Liang the whole night yesterday. Initially found the name, and all thanks to Google, I found the song and a farking good music database engine along with it. All hail Google. Got In The Shadows by Rasmus. Thought I heard the tune somewhere before. Not bad. A few of their songs also quite nice. Sigh...gonna stay up the whole night again tonight. Have alot of emails to reply, all regarding bout further for my Masters here.


Here's a latest pic of myself. Kinda bored, so snapped a couple of pics. Just did the hair. What do you think? Nice? Story bout it next post...My attention is needed elsewhere...

Just taken a Personality Disorder Test linked by Drie's blog.


DisorderRating
Paranoid:Low
Schizoid:Low
Schizotypal:Moderate
Antisocial:Low
Borderline:Low
Histrionic:High
Narcissistic:Moderate
Avoidant:Low
Dependent:Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:Low

-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --


High in Histrionic. What is that? Read all about em below.

Paranoid
Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges.

Schizoid
People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners."

Schizotypal
Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow.

Antisocial
A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others.

Borderline
Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met.

Histrionic
People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Narcissistic
Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them.

Avoidant
Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence.

Dependent
Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed.

Obsessive-Compulsive
Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

*laughs at the results* Are you any of these? Quote "If you are looking for further information or if you believe you have a disorder, ask your local physician to recommend a professional therapist in your area." (Definition taken from the Personality Disorder Test Results Page as sponsored by 4degreez.com)